{"id":136,"date":"2006-07-31T14:11:00","date_gmt":"2006-07-31T07:11:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/melosangeles.wordpress.com\/2006\/07\/31\/thinkung\/"},"modified":"2006-07-31T14:11:00","modified_gmt":"2006-07-31T07:11:00","slug":"thinkung","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/?p=136","title":{"rendered":"thinkung"},"content":{"rendered":"

This last writing was not on time because the server was down. I don\u2019t like the day to come when all the information on this server will be lost. I am curious if it can resist there for the next 50 years\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n

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Other than that I am still busy with the apartment. Generally I feel constantly under pressure because my visa is only valid for another 9 months, a very limited time. I think it\u2019s crazy the effort I take. And I don\u2019t think it\u2019s productive when I always feel that way. It seems I have no sense for any plans. On the one hand, I don\u2019t want to miss the experience: Los Angeles is a very different city from everything I experienced so far. It opens new ideas, thinking, approaching to different aspects of your life, job etc. That way, it\u2019s very inspirational. On the other hand I don\u2019t like the city as such, there are to many circumstances I can\u2019t except, especially since you hear it from everybody all the time. Maybe it\u2019s also the time limit that drives at least partly this feeling. I have not enough time to find myself in an acceptable situation, exploring and establishing enough to be able to say I have arrived, I am at home. I am just starting (it\u2019s part of the unknown that it took more than a year\u2026), and I have to leave everything behind. And start somewhere else again. It gives me a hard time, the idea of moving around, the constant effort needed to get used to a new environment. At least I know what it means. Part of the experience. And also more and more I have a sense what I want, who I am . Also part of the experience. With every approach to something new and unknown you learn about yourself. <\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

This last writing was not on time because the server was down. I don\u2019t like the day to come when all the information on this server will be lost. I am curious if it can resist there for the next 50 years\u2026 Other than that I am still busy with the apartment. Generally I feel […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-136","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=136"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/136\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/melosangeles.366.photos\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}